Whats life? Bills? Depression? Stress? Death? Its all a combination, like an all-in-one type of thing. Bills pile up and take over, your credit score drops by like a million and your stuck in this intense feeling where you want to go crazy but you cant because you think ok its just my credit score! Wait who the hell invented a credit score anyways? like why do we have to life by a friggin credit score smh. Anyways after your credit score drops by a million thats when your depression hits! And real bad too think about it you want this to work out soooooo bad but you cant and you get depressed because you dont know what else to do and things went the wrong way and your exhausted and tired and STRESSED! Thats right i said it STRESSED! what else can happen when your stressed? ALOT can happen, doctor visits, pills, medicine after medicine and much more its crazy, it makes you crazy, you end up becoming crazy! A person can only take in so much but then what happens afterwards? Of course the main thing that no body would want – Death. Death can be caused in many ways and can be known by many different situations, But if you take death by its horns and really sink into it….Well your a done deal. Death by stress is a big thing because alot of people stressing over something or things that are nessecary to them in life is a big thing. Again Bills, marriage, kids, friends, work and much more its intense and im pretty sure those who arent ready for death would want to die over stress. A Death Bed isnt for everyone especially for those who arent ready for it. Set yourself straight, manage and maintain your position and follow right path, if you dont want to see the wrong way of life thats your best option! But in reality i mean come on think about it….Whats Life?
Do you know what struggle is? Do people often tell you “Hey when life hands you lemons, Just make lemonade!”. (Shaking my head) NO! No matter how bad the struggle is, whether your broke, your on your last spoon of food, your bills need to get paid or anything of that sort! You dont fall back and sit around to wait on someone else to pick you up again! You get up and you do something about it, you go make that money you need to make, you go pay those bills you need to pay and you make sure you have that daily food in your fridge for when the time comes that your in the struggle again…..You pick up and do it all over! – In The Struggle
Am i at a loss here because of who i am or what i am? Does anyone see me for who i am and not what i am? seeing right through me isnt the right of way to try and help me, Helping me is the key to success, pushing me is the key of all keys, the opening of doors and rehabilitation.
What about me?
Why am i going through all this stress and no regrets as if this life were chosen for me and not granted by me. No work, no love, no joy, no expectation upon it all feeling empty as if there were no one there but me!
What about me?
I am a 27 year old man with a beautiful son named jacob and a wife. I live in my wifes parents home in the basement, i had a decent job making some money and because of listening to other people ive lost my job, stuck with no money, bills to be paid, little guy needs to eat and wife needs to relax, im stuck upon this life where im just……..Done!
There goes most of me 😔
Underground Artist “Jdice” rises from the “Gram” Also known for Instagram. Trying to start his own label and move forward with his career “Jdice” has a battle thats not yet over! Music after music and shows after shows, surprisingly he continues to move on with himself, especially now not only having 1 beautiful daughter but also with another one on the way! “Jdice” rapper and engineer of himself resides in teterborough, nj a widely range town in new jersey where it is real quiet but the inside of the town is where the music is pumpin’. Interested in working with “Jdice” feel free to contact me – email@example.com also feel free to visit his IG @theofficialjdice